| Monday, April 4th, 2005 |
| 5:18 pm |
WOW its been 2 whole months since ive written!i finally talked to the kid i like but he dosent talk much, i think i scared him but its ok. he was in my PE class for a little while but he didnt dress down and they kicked him out so that sucks. we(all my friends) have finally shunned demi out of the group. i kinda liked her at the begining of the year and then i realized how much of a poseur she was, and put up with her until no on else liked her. i kinda feel bad for her cuz no one likes her but at the same time i know she brought it on herself. um not mutch else i can think of... um i snorted an entire pixie stick at kims party and it was fuckin awesome. im in the first day of not watching T.V. im trying to go the entire week without watching the tellie.i know im unbelievably lame. im trying to stop my consumerist ways first by not eating meat,next was not watching T.V. (dvds are the only exception)im doing a good job of bootlegging and not buying cds so if the library dosent have it i wont own it, im getting rid of the cloths and other jargen i dont need im keeping my band t shirts but wont buy anymore. i know its weird but i think it the right thing to do. my mom thinks im crazy but i feel ive liberated myself of the conservative capitalists.well i think im done writing good day all. Current Mood:  content |
| Thursday, February 3rd, 2005 |
| 10:06 pm |
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| Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005 |
| 2:46 am |
the clash rock my little sox
i havent writen in a long time but in that time ive been sick,missed 3 or 5 days of school developed a strange likeing to a boy i havent said one word to(the kid with the hair),went to oregon,and discovered the clash well not so mutch discovered but now i can name more than one song.i dont know why i didnt start listin to them sooner they rock so fucking mutch.i love the song guns on the roof i dont know why its sutch a good song but it just is.i have a question how do you change backrounds and other stuff for your live journal cuz mine look so lame!2marro im going to talk to the kid with the hair even if kim dosent come with me.i just have a weird urge to talk to him and i dont like talking to people i dont know.weeeel im gong back to bed so tata love. Current Mood:  so hyper that its not healthy |
| Monday, December 27th, 2004 |
| 7:49 pm |
i hope it means the band because it would be right cuz i do love them |
| Sunday, December 26th, 2004 |
| 12:17 pm |
christmas rocked i got and , the nirvana box set , the coolest doors t shirt ever, a hommer chia pet , nightmare before christmas sox a green day wrist band and a watch that dont fit . so good christmas ive also acquired (big kid word!) some knowledge 1. all it takes to ruin a vacume cleaner is a saftey pin 2. its a bad idea to mosh in the kitchen 3. its easy to break a dishwasher door 4. its easier to fix a broken dish washer than one might think and yes 2,3and 4 are all related. my fingers hurt from playing my guitar i can now play come as you are the easiest song in the word. but thats a huge deal for me. so im proud of my self. i got a gift card from my grand mother (that sounds more old) so i got a neato jacket from wal-mart...yes wal-mart but that dosent matter where its from cuse it looks cool. shit my cd wont burn thats a downer but no matter its not very late but im sorta tired . arg i miss my friends i need them without them im a sad little pirate yar har har *tear* i might do something with julie but i dont know. i went and saw spanglish and when i was in line this guy was checking me out wich made me happy it helped that he was fucking hot he looked like he was 19 so that was neato i should wear eyeliner more often ;)so yes that helped me get a little bit more out of my slump. but not much. i think i will go to bed now so tata. Current Mood: board i shal go play me guitar |
| Thursday, December 23rd, 2004 |
| 4:50 am |
this day sucks!
its been a long time since ive posted. like 1 more day until x-mas. and 2 until boxing day (canada). but ya. it sux i like eric soo much but i cant say anything. it pisses me off that demi knows he likes her so she teases him. not that i dont like demi cuz sometimes she can be cool. but i like him sooo much. i might actualy have a chance with him he went out with bree so anythings possibul. i hvae a new favorite band well second favorite nirvan will always be # 1, but the murder city devils the fuckin rock. i was listin to the end and 364 days came on . the rest is history. you should look em up they rock my sox. ARRG. why do i like eric?! it sucks to be just a chick he hangs out with. man it sucks so bad to be just some fat chick and having no one like you.im gonna cry this is dumb im gonna cry! ya so now my parents are pissed off at me and im gonna cry. today officaly sucks.im gonna go against my belifes again but i neeed to bad.so im gonna go find a saftey pin (sorry kim fo contradicting my self) bibi. |
| Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 |
| 9:39 pm |
soooo board
to day was ok, i got a sugar high as soon as i got home i crashed i need more smarties!!! they arnt dugs but about the same on the addictiveness level. i got to work with kye.we got nothing done so now i have shit load of home work.now emmas mad at me cuz we are gonna get a zero.wich is understandabul cuz i should have been working, but hes so fuckin cool. he broke my black braclet but no big deal i just liked how it looked so now i miss it. damn i wish he wouldent have done that!arrg FUCK YOU KYE!and i go to hang out with kurt hes a cool kadie, i need to hang out with him more..i was taking this15 part quiz ,it was weird. it was about vampiers. i would be a vampier.not only is it extremely hot (im so fucking crazy) but it makes a lot of sense. taking the energy from anothers sole (i spend a lot of time reasearching.).it is a crazy yet awesome thing.kim agrees with me.today sorta sucked cuz i forgot my nifty emo kid glases so by 5th preiod i had a mass headach. it sucked!! and my face felt naked.well i need to go tata all
Current Mood:  he broke my fuckin braclet |
| Saturday, December 4th, 2004 |
| 3:54 pm |
BLACK
im supper excited. the process of dying my hair black. it already looks cool well the buzzer went off so i got rinse it out tata all! |
| Friday, December 3rd, 2004 |
| 8:47 pm |
i think this little blog thing is sortat funnie and ironic because i would never find a kid that hot.cuz im a little fat kid!LOL Current Mood: content |
| Wednesday, November 24th, 2004 |
| 10:34 am |
i dont like half days
the week went by fast probably because we had half days. me and kim saw this hot new kid on monday,i was going to p.e. and he stoped and said stephaine? i knew who it was it was kay i was friedns with him in the second or third grade. then i was going to class (we have 6th period together) and he walks up and hugs me. it was cool but kims jelious but no atraction any more cuz i can only think of him as a little kid. ok im going all 60s but honestly he gives off a good vibe he just seems... i dont know how to word it so moving on.jeff got a tounge ring why the hell do you need tounge ring when your 15 (sry jeff). honestly you dont need one unless your mouth is getting more action then the rest of your body!but i wont go into that cuz i shouldent judge what others do to their body.the new gwen stafani song is weird and tecnoish but i cant not like a song that sez take a chance you stupid ho.(kim should get it).humm no more to write Current Mood:  my mind is drawing blanks |
| Wednesday, November 10th, 2004 |
| 9:00 am |
havent posted in so long
wow i havent posted in so long nothing much has happend i made up with kim. i dont know if we are totaly ok but now we are talking like we did.i feel disconected from some of my friends mostly jeff.i had a naughty dream about him so i feel acward around him.trust me it wasnt past biteing and or sucking on his hip bones, nuthing to weird by me. my friends probably think im crazy with all my weird obsessions.if you dont already know i have an enormious thing about biteing and hip bones,thats just the begining but i wont get into that.i wonder if anyone reads these things.i dont know rabeca that much but shes oober cool i think mia introduced me to her i dont know but she seams pretty cool.drink your fears taste your problems i dont understand this part of the song but the chick has a cool voice, if you dont know who artificial joy club is i recamend you listen to cralw or sick and beautiful i dont know what genra they would be they are not for the closed-minded they are realy weird but i think they are cool.tody i oficaly have qualifyed for im madly in love with a kid i dont know clud.the kurt cobain kid has won me over with his grungy charm his like the biggest stoner that i kno he always talks like hes coming off a high wich would be likly my frinds think his icky but on the count that i love kurt cobain and he bares a resemblance to him therefor hes up there with davey havok on the guys i want to marry but dont have a chance with list.well i have to finish my home work. Current Mood:  i feel like shit |
| Saturday, October 30th, 2004 |
| 10:11 am |
mornings arent fun
yesterday was the same as all the others,boring and uneventful. i got a secret machines cd they are better then i figured they would be. Im excited cuz im going to my friends halloween party and most of my friends will be there.i still cant stop thinking about one of my friends.i never made fun of her arms, ya i said i didnt like her shoes but is that something to get pissed off about.i apologized to her but she dosent care. so now i guess its up to her to acsept it or end our friendship over a pair of shoes,or the other stuff shes mad about. but it sux i hate when my freinds or anyone else is mad at me.i found the song for me nowhere again.another alone on an everyday night thinking the morning looking for alright,warming the blood flow with poison i dont know why. i love that song well thats all for now ive got to find the ears for my costume. Current Mood: could be better |
| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004 |
| 9:09 pm |
huummm today was so boring i hate the fact that i have a routine i dont like it. my mom locked her keys in her car so i had to wait for my sister to take me to skool so i got to sleep for a litte longer so that was cool.i dont like my schedule math first period pe second period and then recorce i hate that class but the oober hot Kurt Cobbain kid is in there,and thers a kool teacher in there like shes some one you actualy want to now more about her and shes over 30.jeff is nifty he always sounds happy.that was random.there was a bunch of prepy girls on the bus, me and my friends were making fun of them they are so shallow it was sad and funny at the same time they are so empty headed they are dum. but im as bad as them when i make fun of them.i like 2marro i get to see my super neato friends. im going to my firens party 2marro its a church thing. too bad im not christian.i need a cotume i think im gonna find my weird cloths and get a shit load of eyeliner and freak out her preppy little churh mouse friends. well i got to go my mom is yelling i didnt konw she could yell that loud. but i dont care much she gets on my fuckin nerves! Current Mood: my mom is stupid |
| Monday, October 25th, 2004 |
| 7:48 am |
i dont eat meat
This weekend i found the best thing ever Bright Eyes. the singer is so awesome and hes pale and malnourished. just how i like em! i saw a dead raccoon on the side of the road it was disgusting.and when i got home i found this website and it was pro vegetarian i saw how they treated the animals i was almost sick i wanted to cry i saw how they shove like 5 chickens into a pen and make them lay eggs and when they cant lay eggs they kill them it was so sad. so now im vegetarian. i feel bad i had a hamburger at lunch. they had to kill a living thing to give me a burger.i went into the downstairs closet and my mom has a leather coat i cant stand the smell of leather anyway, but now i konw what they had to do to make that coat and so i cant look at it anymore. im in one of my activist moods where i want to go hug a tree i know im a loser!but by the time im my moms age the whole fucking planet will be one big housing development!people suck we cut down trees,we kill animals and eachother.so thats where i stand i have to go do home work and save the planet. Current Mood: nauseated |
| Saturday, October 23rd, 2004 |
| 12:33 pm |
i just thought up a song
When your lost in the turmoil of this world, and all you have left is your music your gonna cling to it for dear life.why dose no one undestand our obsesstion. we live for our music so why will you take it away.dont lie and say you dont care because i know you do,so take my hand and render my life.dieing dosent hurt i promice so why dont you try it?....................i cant think of anything else so that ends my song. its weird and suicidal but thats all for now. time 10:21 Current Mood: moods ok |
| 12:33 pm |
the coolest T-shirt ever!
well this mornin i was bummed cuz my buds bailed on me but now im in a good mood cuz i got the collest T-shirt ever! and i got my friend a birthday presant and i got the new jimmy eat world cd (by the way i it kicks ass!)i got a wallet that was on sale im so damn cheep! my mom dosent like it cuz its a chane wallet but i think its ober cool cuz it sez the doors on it and they are the best band ever to asemble. at first i didnt wanna go cuz my mom is so lame but i hung out with my sister shes a cool kitty we sang B-I-N-G-O was his name o in clares a bunch of stupid little prepy girls looked at us and we just sang louder when they gave us dirty looks so over all i had a good time but note to self turn ur cell phone off when ur mad at ur mom!well all is well in stephanie land time 3:55 Current Mood: content |
| 12:33 pm |
im soooooo board
im on a huge sugar high so im megga hyper wow today is was 2marro tripy hum de dum i want to go to hot topic i have 30 dollars to spend and i alwas spend it at hot topic thats dumb isint it my mom is yellin at me the music is too loud well screw her all i have rite now is music so ill cling to it for dear life ohhh that could be in a song ill have to write that down im so weird rite now whats my deal today i hope jeff can go to the mall with me cuz goin to hot topic with your mom is the least cool thing u could do so hoping. i still wish kim could come shes my partner in crime im soo needy i just dont realize it yet my brother and dad go to work in like 2 hours im sorry for them but its their choice to have jobs they dont like!! i dont want to get old cuz i dont like people over 30 cuz after 30 u lose ir coolnes unless u never had any coolness to begin with like myself i was readin jeffs journal and even tho he seams so confident he is so emo i kinda knew but when i read it hes is now oficaly Emo kid in my book i dont have a book but i have a mind so i guess thats a metiphor for ur mind isnt it writing in this online thingy is addictive cuz i can be stupid without using my voice and just using letters on a computer screen!well im tired of writing! the thig sez 12:33 but its like 2:53 Current Mood: amused |
| 12:33 pm |
its late and im board
i just got done setting up this journal it took to long its super cold in my house im bummed cuz my friends bailed on me ;( so im stuck doing nuthin to do 2marro unless jeff still wants to the mall with me . ive had the same braclets on for like 2 weeks i like the colors so i wont change them im in a crapy mood for no aparent reason but also a random mood.i need to do somthin.i love gey guys they r so fuckin cool!wow i hvent been up this late since school started wow im a lame kid!i want a pet lawn gnome it would be named frankie like the cartton girl off of fosters home for imaginay friends i love that show. ive only liked one guy this year thats a record for for me personal best! 10 points for me but he has a gf or i think he dose it sucks cuz i like him not just cuz hes ober hot (well at least hes hot to me).i have the coolets friends kim and jeff i have only known jeff for a litte while but he konws a shit load about me that no one knows mostly werid stuff.ive known kim since 6 grade were slackers together shes cool shes like my best friend i know cheezy! but its tru! man i hate this chick at skool so bad she lies way to damm much!!! pirced in the 4th grade my friends will get it hummm im done writing. Current Mood:  weird |
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